Tuesday, November 8, 2011

snowbird

the birds feed through the fall. beaks

to bite holds--all bitter

grains and flapping wings

against autumn's palate

of pastel sugar cravings:

motion in a still landscape,

moving to the speed of flight.


in the moonlight the momentum of

survival slows,

the metal of a man-made feeding

machine catches the night sky's

mirror. this inverse

revolution tickles the calendar

of waves and shadows like

a caffeine buzz on the brain.


sometimes i commute by plane, fly

high with

no wind in my hair,

no flutter to wings,

on a never

ending chase of stimulation,

going to work finding another

limit, the feeder with no food,

relapsing once more in an addiction

to temporary, a love of what's away.


sunshine stays vain like a lick of

hair stuck on red lipstick, razor

thin heals clicking marble floors

only under her feet, waves of light

trickling down on skin. she glistens like

a woman who knows what

she wants, taunting us who

don't with a strut that shines

through the night,

catching tips of resting feathers

on wings.


dls

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

when i was strong

i leave a trail of burnt coffee
and bones broken inside,
wrapped in scarves.
the colors covering what
was once carved in calf when
i was strong.

a woman warrior, amazon
stripes of mud lined my ankles,
feet flew swift, a
blur of faster than you can
catch because out there,
there, i was it. playing tag
with the breeze,
unflustered, a storm of
brain heart and body,
going somewhere.
strong.

now i’m going nowhere fast--
wincing with each stride,
feeling no more strength
than the weakness of my bones,
the failure of my body.

today is still like a broken dawn,
time stopped due to lack of motion,
a frozen picture in the past,
in medias res,
and now i am lost in a maze of words
with nowhere to run, and no way to run.

i miss my legs like i used to miss love,
someone to stroke my hair in the morning,
someone who knew how to tell me it was
alright. i was my own answer: my own feet
to cry on, my own portrait of strength.
needless.
when i was strong.

dls